Rain

IT'S RAINING! :D
I love rain. I don't like shivering in the rain, but I like the feeling of it when it hits my skin. Like a really big cold showe.... never mind. Bad example. Rain= Awesome. I mean, hey! This Storm trooper agrees with me. :) You don't argue with storm troopers. It goes without saying. I feel like I should write some special Christmas post since it's sneaking up incredibly fast, but I wouldn't know what to write. Merry Christmas! There you go. :) Just kidding. I'll have to think. It would have to be serious.... Which I can't do right now. Heh. My weekend is PACKED. Friday afternoon/morning I'm hopefully going to see that new Rugby film with Jack and Taylor (some buddies), Friday night I'm going to Elizabeth's muscial (A good friend of Mary's), Saturday morning I'm going to try to go to Vapor, Saturday night I'm babysitting for some people I've never met, and Sunday I have family/friend stuff, and Church. Phew.
I hope I don't die today, in this Tornado Warning. I haven't been to Ireland yet. :( I must go to Ireland before I die. MUST. And Africa. I miss Africa. You might say that is weird since I came to the US when I was 5, but I remember almost all of it. I'm trying to find the point in why I even started this post... I don't think it was just rain...Haha maybe I will just write this whole thing on rain. Like some sort of dedication.... to um weather.... bad idea.
I think I'll go do something and come back so I have something better to write about. :'(

PHEW. One day later. Yikes. I'm feeling my addiction to sleep coming back. I'll start going to bed early, sleeping drastically late, and taking numerous naps. Why? Because I have no life. 1. Because my dreams are slightly more interesting than the world around me. Maybe some day I'll be able to control them. 2. One of the only times I feel at peace, and completely content... Unless the sheets come off the bed. I hate that. and 3. It just feels GOOD. To sleep. Who know BECCA, of all people, would love sleep THIS much.

PHEW. Okay- What's wrong with me. I started this post like... 3 days ago. Sheesh. It's not even that long. Anyways. I'm listening to Fuzzy Blue Lights. Over there -->

You know what I've found really frustrating? I feel like my meds aren't working as well as they used to. I've been so down lately and I can't put my finger on why. I have 10 millions to be happy and I'm... not. That frustrates me :/ Oh well. It's probably just a really long mood swing. 

Hugs on the other hand...