WARNING: It's a Possibility That I Have No Idea What I'm Talking About.

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Anyways. Widget. Okay. I'm done. I think. Hi.
Dear Reader, that's you,
It's the final countdown! Da na na na Da na na na na Da na na na Da na na na na na Da na na na Da na na na na Da na na na na Da na na na na na na Na na na Na na na na na Na na Na na na na na. Doo doo doo doo.
I played that song on repeat this morning. It was awesome. Do it sometime. And while you're at it buy a kilt. Kilts are awesome. I would laugh though. Because you wouldn't actually buy a kilt. So you would be lying. Which is a bad bad thing. Don't lie. Unless you get a cookie for it. Kidding. Don't lie unless you get 2 cookies for it. I caution you though, when you meet Darth Vader in the toilet paper department in Walmart, you're insane. That's my caution.


Hey, I added new pictures. :D
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They are that way. -->
I promise.


Hugs on the other hand...

My life is a Fail with a capital "F"

I love this picture so much. It's adorable. Even with a bunny that looks like a stuffed animal, waving all by itself. :) Kawwwwaiiii


Today was indecisive. It couldn't make up it's mind on whether it sucked or not. I have a group project, due Monday, and we "filmed" some of it today and I have to say...it was....wow. I mean sure it's a load of fun having your boyfriend put mud all over your face, having to hold Anderson (who is almost as tall as me o.O) and rock him like a baby, while he sucks his thumb. I bet you wish you knew how fun that was...and will be because we're doing it tomorrow too. >.<
BUT a plus: yesterday was a BLAST.
I went to the galleria with Jack, Taylor, Austin, Jota, Maria, Sebs...etc (etc is because I don't remember the other dude's name.) And it was fun. We played darts in Buckle and got picked on and laughed at by the guy's that worked there. (And I accidentally called my mom and she listened to it for 5 minutes until I realized voices were coming from my pants. Awkward.) We pretty much played darts throughout the whole place though. It was pretty awesome. THEN taylors bro and "momma" came and after a lot of lillygagging, we went to his house and watched Hot Rod which I almost wet my pants laughing at. Cool beans. Co-o-o-o-o-ol cool co-o-o-oooool. Ba-beans beans be-be-beans. :D FTW. For the waffle!!

BUT minus: My life= fail. Happy. Sad. Annoying. Chaotic. Busy. bleh bleh bleh. It can't make up it's mind!!! I feel like a nincomppop. FAIL. Nincompoop. There. AANNYYYWWAAYYSS. I'm still having trouble forgetting/getting past some drama with some people. New drama is forming. I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. I have the most hilarious and loyal friends in the universe. I'm losing relationships with more than a couple people and I'm terrified because I don't know what to do to stop it. I'm TOO busy with homework, and yet my social life still exists. Don't ask me how. Let's just say I have an amazing mother. Yadda yickity yack.

"Kids" by MGMT literally describes exactly how I feel right now. Growing up hurts. A lot.

Hugs on the other hand...

It's Always Babies...Except When It Isn't...

Hi hello hiya. That was weird. You were totally expecting more variations of "hello" but I didn't give it to you did I? Nope. I didn't give it to you. There is no way I gave that to you. No sir. No ma'am. I did NOT give it to you. Did I give it to you? No, nope, no way, not a chance, Bob.

Okay: 1. That is a cute, or kawaii (which actually sounds cuter than the word "cute" by the way) picture. I'm digging the "You" on the bib. Random awesomeness right there. And on a baby too! :D I just corrected myself. I almost said "amazingness" but that's not a word, and I say "amazing" an unhealthy amount.
2. What is it? You should know, and I already told you so you REALLY should know. If not then go to school. Now. Because that is a freaking baby, and you need to know a baby when you see one. Mmmmkay? Mkay. Mkay? Mkay. Go to TWF too. And bring it homemade too. That toaster poop is nothing compared to the way you make it at home... depending on HOW you make it at home of course.
3. I have the best answer. I didn't ask a question... Well, you should have because guess what? The answer would be: babies.
AMAZING...AWESOME, RIGHT?? Okay so say the guy you like asks you a question that totally catches you off guard, and you don't know what to say or how to respond... You answer with "babies", gain your composure, and if you want, answer again pretending you never said anything to do with babies :) :

TheGuyYouLike: "Hey, uh, [insert your name here] I drove by your house last night, and I saw you in your window and you were mimiking the face that the big happy baby sun makes in teletubbies. Did you really do that? 'Cause that's weird and I wouldn't know what to think..."
You: "um....BABIES."
TheGuyYouLike: "Huh? What'd you say? Did you say 'BABIES'? Huh? Babies? Did I miss something? Huh? Babies?"
You: "I was actually practicing making my smile cuter for you :)"
TheGuyYouLike: "Oh. But why did you say 'babies'?"
You: "I didn't. Are you okay? I mean children are great, but aren't you a little young......"


And so on. :) ORRR

Mom: "Did you finish your Spanish homework, [insert name here]?"
You: "BABIES!!!" *run away*

So everything I just said makes sense, for once. :) :D =D =)
Smiley overload. Sorry.




Hugs on the other hand...

Lyrics, Karate, Life, and Not My Favorite Kind of Powerade

"I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities."
- Dr Seuss


"Have you noticed that whatever sport you're trying to learn, some earnest person is always telling you to keep your knees bent?"
-Dave Barry


Yes I have actually... Noticed about the knee thing I mean. Whatever. I'm confusing myself already. I have a new ALMOST favorite song. Why almost, Becca? Well, because I haven't known it long enough for it to be a favorite. It has to earn my favoritism by pleasing me every time I listen to it. AH PAUSE. I just found a hilarious quote OKAY:
"If you were to open up a baby's head - and I am not for a moment suggesting that you should - you would find nothing but an enormous drool gland. " -Dave Barry. He's funny. Okay, uh play. I'm going to post the lyrics to my ALMOST favorite song, Kids by MGMT

You were a child
Crawling on your knees toward it
Making momma so proud,
But your voice is too loud

We like to watch you laughing,
You pick the insects off plants
No time to think of consequences

[Chorus:]
Control yourself
Take only what you need from it
A family of trees wanted
To be haunted

[Repeat chorus]

The water is warm
But it’s sending me shivers
A baby is born
Crying out for attention

The memories fade
Like looking through a fogged mirror
Decision to decisions are made
And not bought,
But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot.
I guess not

[Chorus x2]

It's about growing up...
Yes I copy and pasted that. I'm lazy. Deal with it. I'm also annoyed. Why? I have no idea. I just am. I know that just made a ton of sense and I bet you feel stupid for reading that. Baha...Why did I laugh? I have no idea. Don't you feel stupid.
But not as stupid as me...
Wanna know why?
No?
Then leave. Now. Kidding.

Okay so on Thursday I tested for my gold belt in Karate, and I did a really embarrassing thing. No I did not wet my pants. I sprained my wrist, hitting the board. Oh, I broke the board alright. The problem was I was focusing too much on power and forget what part of my hand to hit the board with and, no one noticed, but my pinky knuckle collided with board thus progressing a purple bruise, a visit to the doctors, a brace, and a pretty good amount of pain. Of course this isn't as interesting as Austin's.
He breaks his wrist skating. The bone goes back together but there is still hairline break. He gets an xray. It feels better. It's no longer broken. It still hurts...blah blah blah. ALL IN ONE (or maybe two) DAY(s). That's pretty darn crazy and confusing. Not as embarrassing as my delightful story but yeah.

On a less random note: Life is hard right now. I can't really say much on here, and I don't want to, but I want to say something. This is sort of a way to sort out my thoughts. I lost some friends a while ago. Except at the time, I didn't really think I lost them. I just sort of thought we were having a fight or something, and one thing led to another. I've realized now that they don't exactly want to be my friend anymore but it's still hard. They were a part of me and it's difficult trying to let people get to know me but exclude that part. Or try to forget half of what kept me smiling for a year. I'll look around and everything I see reminds me of the mistakes I made with them, and what I could have done differently. Maybe if I did do some things differently I would still have them, but I have no contorl over that. Somehow this is God's plan. I don't know how or why, but it is. He knows what I need more than I do. I guess you can't expect everyone to stick around for forever. Everyone has a life, with busy schedules, friends, and priorities. I can't expect someone to fully understand how I feel, what I want, and what I'm thinking all the time. I can't expect them never to let me down or to always be there whenever I need them. That's unrealistic. Now, after I've gotten past all the shock of "What the heck just happened?" I'm still finding things that sting memories of them. I'm finding gifts they've given me that I'm too scared to get rid off in case it really is just a fight. Thoughts, songs, pictures, inside jokes. I don't want to be scared to trust anyone though. I don't want to go through life hesitant of letting someone see the real me because I'm too scared they will run away or leave me for the time they're too scared to waste. I don't want to think I'm a waste of time. ANYWAYS. I don't know how this is supposed to make sense to you. I guess, just know that everyone hurts. You aren't the only one who's suffering, nor is the person to your right or left. It's scary how different we try to make ourselves be from one another when we are really so similar. We all want to be the one who's hurting or the one who's not hurting. The one who's life sucks or the one who has everything together. Everyone's life is no piece of cake. Life in general is no piece of cake.

That helped. Thank you for letting me waste your time. :)

My favorite kind of Powerade is Grape...not "red"

Hugs on the other hand...