Thursday, August 5, 2010

Half in half (and not the stuff you put in your coffee.)


Explanation: KIDDING. You can just be confused....

Um.

Eh okay so I felt bad about all my serious posts sooo IMA MAKE A HALF N' HALF. Half is serious and the other half is... melodramatic. Kidding. Just uh normal me. Humorous, random, I don't know. WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT.
Get on with it, Becca.

I'm mad. I'm frustrated. I'm depressed. Most people sort all this into one easier-to-digest word: emotional. I call it complex. Yeah, it's harder to digest, but it's more realistic. I just don't know how to handle it... how to say goodbye... how to learn from it all. You'd think I'd learn by now. How DO you say goodbye, Becca? How do you part with someone that's PART of you. I still feel the sores from last time. I don't want it to happen again... Brothers and sisters. Saying farewell to brothers and sisters...
My conclusion to goodbyes: Growing up is hard. Sometimes I'm happy there's no rewind button. I don't want to relive any of it.

Okay.
SNAP OUT OF IT.




I AM A BEARD LOVER. Yes. Yes I am..... Yess..... That last part was slightly awkward. WHALE.
Heh. I held someone's ear today FINALLY. It was glorious, but warm. Makes me sad. EARS SHOULD ALWAYS BE CHILLY. I don't like holding warm ears. >.< Makes for uncomfy fingers.
And by golly
MY FINGERS MUST. BE. COMFY.
OH OH AND I had a Goji smoothie. Yummm. Twas tasty.

Yurp. Short other half. Beards help.

Hugs on the other hand...

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