It's Back. Weird.

The font option is back. Weird, huh? o.O OKAY so I find that picture and normally after I post it I can adjust the size, but no. No little square corner boxes. Ah, oh well. I'll make due. I meant to say "do". o.O Uh. That was odd.

Mel: Does... does Bret's girlfriend look anything like me? A bit?
Murray: A little bit. 'Round the eyes.
Mel: Oh yeah? Big eyes, huh?
Murray: Well she's... she's got eyes.

Lol I watched Flight of the Conchords Wednesday night. Mmm good stuff. You know what I miss?

A lot of things.

No. Like seriously miss.

Is it one thing? Because then I could make fun of you and say "Are you saying you don't seriously miss anything else? Like it's all a joke?"... yeah that sounded better in my head.

Why would you make fun of yourself....?

Eh... What do you seriously miss?

A lot of things. Lol

Today I was thinking.

Just today?

TODAY I WAS THINKING. Today I remembered how I used to be before all of... this happened. If you don't know what I'm talking about, don't ask. If you do then know this, I stopped it. It killed me, but I did it. Finally. Anyhoo... I remembered and I'm so... different. I'm uneven. Harder, more sensible, but uneven. I used to be able to split myself in two. On one side I could keep everything life threw at me, and on the other side was what everyone else saw. Once and a while someone would get close enough to see both sides, but most of the time, until now, you would just look at me and see Becca. You might see a mystery, but I could hide it all so well without faking a single smile. It was all real. But I'm leaking now. I know it will stop, and It's better than it would be if I had stayed silent, but I'm not acting so well now. :/ I miss my stability during pressure. Yes I break under drama, in a sense, but I could still hide it SO WELL. Eh oh well. People change.

I sound like I'm wining. Don't misunderstand me, I'm ridiculously thankful as well. My sisters. Close friends. New friends. Everyone has been so much help. Even some people who have no idea what's going on. Thank you everyone. Thank you so much. Just KNOWING you has helped me in some way; it really has. :)

Okay. Now then.

BEHOLD! EXODUS FROM THE MECHANICAL WOMB!

You are now biodegradable. I want to inherit your eyebrows.

:D

Lol so today I get out of bed. (REALLY?! NO WAY!) I walk into ze living room, and I make my backside comfy on a chair of some sort. How am I greeted? Good morning, sunshine? No. Take your meds? No. BEEECCCCAAA'SSS AAAWWAAAKKEEEE??? No.

BLUahahaRRG? Yes. My beloved sister then leans her head down, shakes her hair in front of her face, and rubs her head all over me while making odd dinosaur noises.

Jermaine: We no longer say "yes," instead we say "affirmative."
Bret: Yes, affirmative.

Oh btw, if you see big huge quotation marks on this post. Just uh ignore them. Heh. AHHHHH JOHN IS PLAYING DONKEY KONG ON NINTENDO 64!!!! DO ALL OF YOU REMEMBER THAT?!!!!?? :D:D:D:D

Hugs on the other hand...