Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Ready... Get set... DISTRACT!

Hello, world. I decided to start a blog post at 11 pm. No duh. Why? I want a distraction. ACTUALLY I NEED a distraction. I want to be asleep. You what my theory is? If you sleep all the time, you shall avoid drama! Unfortunately I doubt anyone agrees with this method of living. Except for maybe the idiot driving his car into a cow.
I know why I get behind in life now. I always thought it was because I procrastinate in my studies, and that is somewhat part of it. If drama walked out of my life I think I might be more focused though. When something bad happens it's so hard to focus on learning. I guess I should follow Nike's advice and just do it. It's not just my studies that I get distracted from though. It's almost everything: Sleep, faith, people, food, this. It's hard being ADD and OCD at the same time. It' hard being anything really. Life is just plain hard. Fact.
I love my life. I love living. But I hate drama. I hate it so much. I hate it when you finally get yourself on a steady pace and then something throws you off balance. I need to learn how to react better I guess. I mean say I'm a runner. I'm running down a smooth straight trail and all of a sudden a huge hill appears out of nowhere. I could A) lay down and go to sleep. B) Stare at the hill thinking if I just look at it long enough, it will go away C) Wail and stomp my feet until I just don't care anymore or D) Give it my best, and run over it. A, B do nothing for your physical fitness and C just makes you look like an immature lunatic, but D really does something. I normally do C. I normally complain until I get over it instead of working through it and trying to learn, grow, and mature through the pain. Too bad I hate running.
Now that I think about it, this is really how life goes. I'll get used to a certain road and God will throw a hill my way. Hills are hard but they're good for so many reasons too. Like they prepare you for even bigger ones, make you stronger, and give you endurance. That and it's pretty freaking awesome if you can say "I RAN OVER A HILL TODAY!". I would be impressed. I don't like hills. I like standing on them, but I don't like running over them. Heh. Not to mention it gives you the ability to properly encourage other people.

I don't know where I'm going with this... I'm distracted enough.
Oh and don't trip while you're running. You'll fall on your face. Hah.

Hugs on the other hand...

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